Archive for July, 2008

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Prayer Journaling

July 31, 2008

I love flipping through the pages of my prayer journal, letting my eyes rest on random paragraphs of my prayers, and catching a glimpse of, though not fully comprehending, the faithfulness of my God. So many of my prayers this summer have been prayers of desperation because I’ve been really low at times, but God is constantly picking me up and forgiving me for questioning His presence in my life.

Reflecting on certain passages that I’ve written in this journal, I am able to see the weakness of my nature and the shallowness of my desires. However, I am thankful to be able to approach God with my burdens, no matter how small they may be. And I am grateful for the fact that He has strengthened me through trials that have come my way.

The LORD truly is my purpose, but Kelsi, on a much smaller level, I’d also like you to be my purpose this summer (inside joke!). …hint, hint

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Thoughts on the Current Entertainment Scene

July 22, 2008

This is going to be a flighty post, nothing representative of the way that I’ve been feeling lately, but I saw something on Yahoo! News just now that confirmed the reason I don’t want to see The Dark Night. And yes, being in the research-intensive field that I am, I am fully aware that correlation does not equal causation, so all of you Batman lovers out there had better not send me any hate comments. My intent is not to pass judgment.

I am a little bit intrigued by all the hoopla surrounding the film. The day after it arrived in theaters, the facebook statuses were being updated like crazy. Like whoa. I had seen a couple of different trailers, and it looked way too weird and creepy for me to see. But I’ve had friends tell me that they really liked it, so I thought, ’Hm. Maybe someday after I see Batman Begins I’ll watch this one.’

Yeah, I don’t think so anymore. I’m not easily scared by movies or TV shows. Nonetheless, I just don’t think that The Dark Night would be something healthy for my mind. Heath Ledger is dead. Christian Bale has started assaulting family members. I’m just waiting to hear something about Aaron Eckhart next.

‘mkay. Let’s discuss Katy Perry and her I Kissed a Girl hit. Now is not a time to be listening to the pop stations, no matter how popular and great Coldplay is at the present, because you will inevitably hear this catchy song and it will no doubt get stuck in your head. Wow, it’s bad. The first time I heard it I thought the artist was a guy with a high-pitched voice who has a boyfriend but kissed a girl and liked it. Because of the promiscuity, definitely not the Christian way to abandon the alternative lifestyle, but hey, maybe he’d find the Lord someday after he got on the straight path.

No, no. My little sister had to tell me that a girl is singing about her experimentation with another female. So imagine the cult following by all of these teenage girls who don’t have the best personal discretion (or parental supervision) in their media choices or weekend plans.

I heard that Katy Perry used to be Katy “Hudson” and started as a CCM artist. Now, I have my qualms with the CCM movement, but going from one style to the other is drastic.

I love Ferras’s Hollywood’s Not America. I don’t think that he’s singing about a woman named Helena Jane but rather about Katy Hudson Perry. Girl, put yo blue jeans back on.

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Disappointment about Singing School

July 15, 2008

I’m in a little bit of a mopey mood this week because my mom and sisters will be making the trip to West Texas for Harmony Plains Singing School on Sunday, and I won’t be going with them this year. I recently took off a week and a half for the cruise, so I need to be available to work in the research lab this coming week. I definitely wouldn’t have traded the cruise for Singing School; that wasn’t even an option for me. But there’s somewhat of an incompleteness to my summer, it seems, when I have to miss HP.

I’ve had some of the best times of my life out there in the heat of Cone, TX, which might seem crazy to someone who attends for the first time. Yes, it’s like 100 degrees every day, and children and adults over age ten aren’t allowed to wear shorts due to modesty standards. There are mosquitos, and the warm water for the public showers doesn’t last long. Last year we had an insane frog plague. Classes can get boring at times, and everyone has chore assignments. People sleep in tents, trailers, or on cots in classrooms. The high school/college class NEVER wins the annual volleyball game due to the fact that, at that age, everyone thinks of him or herself as an ultra-athletic star and thus cannot make the mature decision to pull out and let only the best six to eight people play (haha, as you can probably tell, I’m way too competitive about this).

Some people may wonder, ‘Who would even want to go there?!’ but let me just say that all of these negatives don’t even come close to the wonderful things about Singing School. I love, love, love all of the singing, the fellowshipping, the late nights spent trying to come up with challenge songs against the adult class. I love the early morning “Again from calm and sweet repose, I rise to hail the dawn…” wake-up over the speakers as well as the nightly Taps reminder that it’s lights out time. The morning devotions. The chance to lead your favorite hymn in front of the congregation (hey, that only happens for me at Singing School). And yes, even that volleyball game (it’s a love-hate relationship).

I’m not sure when I’ll be able to attend Singing School next because next year and the next I hope to be immersed in graduate school studies somewhere, and after that, who knows (well, the Lord does!). Fortunately and unfortunately, my cuz Kels is in the same boat as me. Fortunately because we can share sad, nostalgic stories about our times at HP and console each other when the week rolls around and neither of us is able to be there. Unfortunately because I really do wish she could go for the whole week, even if I can’t make it. I hear that she does get to go for a couple of nights next week, and maybe for old-time’s sake she’ll wear my name tag and confuse people like we used to do when we were little and no one could remember who was Kaci and who was Kelsi. Just kidding!

Also on a musically-related topic…I’m teaching myself to play the piano! My mom is stellar at it, so she’s available to help when I’m at home practicing. I’m inspired by a man named David, who was on the cruise with us, and as I was watching him play one night, I thought, ‘Man, if he can do it, I can do it.’

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Dancing Around the World

July 10, 2008

This absolutely made my morning! However, I didn’t see Oklahoma represented, so I can’t write much at the moment…
I have to dance.

more about “Dancing Around the World“, posted with vodpod

 

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Back to Reality

July 6, 2008

My coming back to life in the real world is like Dorothy returning to Kansas after being in the Emerald City. There truly is ”no place like home”, but coming home after traveling (and especially after being on a cruise) is like finding oneself in a sepia-colored world after experiencing the technicolor.

Everyone says that the best part about a cruise is the food, but my favorite, hands down, was interacting with the crew. I’ve never met such cheerful, service-oriented people. Lorelei, Alvin, Boots, Mytoni, and Puneet, I will remember all of you. And maybe someday I’ll get to visit my new friends back at their home in the Philippines because I can’t imagine never seeing some of them again.